I watched her documentary!!  It made me so happy she is back, and is feeling confident enough to tell her side of everything.  I am made fun of for loving Britney, but finally someone understands!!!! haha. 

you rock<3 

[LearningWhoIAm]

I didn't see it but I think she definatly came back with her hit single 'Womanizer'.

My friends and I love that song. At least she's not exactly a faliure people see her to be.

J

I can sympathize with you, I am 19 years old and my partner is very similar, except I lost all my friends.  Have you talked to him about it at all?  Do you two live together?  My suggestion is trying to talk to him, and asking him how he would feel if you interrupted him while he was having "guy time", and telling him you're not happy with him treating you that way.  Tell him to change his ways, or you're out the door.  I hope things turn out okay! 

-Kass

your partner seems pretty rude when it comes your friends and family.  I'm sure you don't get along with ALL of his friends...he shouldn't be talking like that to someone you care about, that's just inconsiderate.

have you talked to him about how that makes u feel?

tough position...good luck!

Ya i guess i didn't really think about that i wasn't doing it to make her mad or anything i was trying to make it better for both of us but she didn't know i wrote him tell after she deleted me but ya that is that.. I'm good it sucks but life goes on... =].. hope your doing good take care! 

Ya i don't think i will sleep with him he is to much of a asshole and a lier..

Ya we can relate to something!! ya making friends is always hard and some friends cause lots of drama.. but i hope you make friends.. ill be you friend. lol.. and sorry i can't help you out here i have never been created on but i have not had a bf either lol but i know it is always hard to re trust someone when they hurt you but you kind just have to try and if it happens again them maybe you should let him go hope it don't.. good luck!!

ya i know what you mean by friends never haveing time and leting you down.. maybe you should try and make new friends!!

I'm only 20 lol it happen less then a year ago lmao..! 

ugh i feel the same way you do on wanting my own social club

try going to group meetings and stuff like that at least thats what i'm trying to do to meet new friends.

what i do for fun....fun?whats that any free second i get i'm resting

I love how your entries are always so interactive !!!   I'm sure sorry your always feeling crappy...do you take any multi vitamins?  How about vitamin C?  My husband swears by echinacea which is an herbal remedy for cold and flu junk.  He takes it at the first sign of a cold...at the very first sniffle...and he's NEVER sick. 

Thanks for your comment, and thanks for caring about me, it means so much to me...really...you have no idea.  I'm going to take your advice and read the book you suggested.  I'm way into reading right now.  I just finished "The Shack" and Richard and I are both reading "Safely Home" and I'm also reading "90 Minutes in Heaven".  I'll definitely read it and let you know my thoughts.

You're a sweetie "pink"...get better girly !!!

Hope you feel better!! ya ever since i give her that latter i never said anything to her about the hole thing i just left it alone i respected her wish that she told my friend so ya but were still friends so were good even if i do still love her she don't have to know that!!! have a good night take care peace out.! 

i agree

i think bob marley said something like"dont go pointing fingers unless your hands are clean"

Nope,if you love him it's not. =]
im a little younger & already living
wit the person i love.

you feeling insecure about yourself  will deffo make you think your b.f will find sum1 better looking than you, but what you got to realise is your b.f is with YOU so you comparing yourself to all these other women who you classs as prettier than you it should make you realise that you are worth more than them because your b.f is with you.

I used to feel the same way you do with my b.f but now iv just learned to relax and understand that men do fancy other women even if theyre with sum1 but it dont mean theyre gonna go with that person, us girls look at lads and think " oooh hes nice lol" but we mean nothing by it we no its just harmless flirting.

You both need to understand that its ok to fancy other people coz its normal you wouldnt be normal if you didnt look at other people but it dont mean anything its just a lil excitment.

tell him about your trust issues

and then just try to trust....theres nothing u can do but trust someone if not then you'll just worry yourself sick.

I've never heard of the Eastenders. I live in the USA.

What do you think is making you feel uncomplete?

i'd rather be myself than be what people say 'guys want', or more realistically a bimbo or a fantasy, which in reality they never go for.

[iwantperfection]

Yeah i know... He needs to keep the HELL outta my dreams! xD

Well i guess she will. Maybe she just so overjoyed that she's finally had success with her partner, that she wants to get in there before something spoils it. I'm sure she still loves you (as a friend) but is being blinded by all the stuff going on in her life.

Haha that was the most intelligent thing i've said today...

Ciara x

love is blind

she's going through a lot right now and on her own terms she'll hopefully apologize

Success in its highest and noblest form calls for peace of mind and enjoyment and happiness which come only to the man who has found the work that he likes best. Napoleon Hill

This is a quote that I love by Napoleon Hill.  He wrote a book called Think and Grow Rich....it's along the same vein as the book that's out right now called "The Secret".  I think if you get both in life you are doubley blessed.  While I think it's impossible to be completely happy when you're constantly fighting from your heels financially, I believe that money can't make you truly happy.  I think you start by being the best at whatever it is your doing right now and strive for better. 

Here's another quote:

 It has always been my belief that a man should do his best, regardless of how much he receives for his services, or the number of people he may be serving or the class of people served.                                                                                                                      Napoleon Hill

The trick is to figure out where you want to be and then set your mind to achieving that.  Be the best you can be at all times in all situations as if every move you make is moving your toward where you aspire to be. 

Ok...last Napoleon Hill quote: (my personal favorite)

There is one quality which one must possess to win, and that is definiteness of purpose, the knowledge of what one wants, and a burning desire to possess it.                   Napoleon Hill

I think you'll figure it out.  For now "Bloom where you're planted" until you get a clear direction of where you're going.  At that time, take the steps necessary to get to that place, and don't let anything stand in your way.  Good Luck...Pam

Co-dependancy is a bad thing no matter how you look at it. In your friends case, it would seem that being without someone and happy is the best choice. You just have to tell her the truth and hope she can understand. She might be suffering from low self esteem if she is willing to be with a guy that mistreats her, so maybe you should address that too.

I hope everything works out for the best, she's in my prayers.

welcome to MDD

and can't wait to keep reading i'm adding you to my favs : )